It's been long that I haven't expressed myself in a piece of writing since i'm in the teaching hassle of kids, paper and homework packs!
Regardless of what I'm passing through, I'm neglecting my emotional feelings because if i don't stop neglecting them I'll go crazy.
It's been one year that I have graduated now, and I have realized I'm turning in circles, things is absurd for me, I don't know what I want except I just want to leave this country, my beloved country!
whom the people I love are here, I just try to find a reason to stay other than that the people I love are gathered around, I couldn't find any other reason I would stay for! The case is critical here, I want to leave but it's not working out by any means anyway.
I'm trying to be self contained and articulated in this life. Am I trying to run and that's it? But what Am I running of anyway?
or i just don't like people here? or i don't accept my culture? Is it me or is it the people? If I travel, will this change? If I travel will my problems get fixed? Do I have problems in first place?
My mind is just turning around till madness! I have tried out so many jobs, all of whom I have put my 100% effort and hard work in every experience I pass through, but for a reason my friend realized that I'm a job hopper, whenever I get a job I think of another :D I do that actually. But lets not deny I'm a hard work person :D :P
Through this year I have passed through 4 different jobs working on my fifth now, sometimes I work 2 jobs at a time.
Finally, I believe that God holds the best for me either its career wise or on the personal life. I promise myself I'll concentrate to reach my goal one day.
Which I’m very singular, driven. I like control – of myself and those around me.” so i'll do my best to take control over my life someday.
Regardless of what I'm passing through, I'm neglecting my emotional feelings because if i don't stop neglecting them I'll go crazy.
It's been one year that I have graduated now, and I have realized I'm turning in circles, things is absurd for me, I don't know what I want except I just want to leave this country, my beloved country!
whom the people I love are here, I just try to find a reason to stay other than that the people I love are gathered around, I couldn't find any other reason I would stay for! The case is critical here, I want to leave but it's not working out by any means anyway.
I'm trying to be self contained and articulated in this life. Am I trying to run and that's it? But what Am I running of anyway?
or i just don't like people here? or i don't accept my culture? Is it me or is it the people? If I travel, will this change? If I travel will my problems get fixed? Do I have problems in first place?
My mind is just turning around till madness! I have tried out so many jobs, all of whom I have put my 100% effort and hard work in every experience I pass through, but for a reason my friend realized that I'm a job hopper, whenever I get a job I think of another :D I do that actually. But lets not deny I'm a hard work person :D :P
Through this year I have passed through 4 different jobs working on my fifth now, sometimes I work 2 jobs at a time.
Finally, I believe that God holds the best for me either its career wise or on the personal life. I promise myself I'll concentrate to reach my goal one day.
Which I’m very singular, driven. I like control – of myself and those around me.” so i'll do my best to take control over my life someday.
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